November 5, 2007
November 1, 2007
Words in Real Life
My life is so boring and unfocused that I haven't been able to focus on what I want to do with this blog.
I've wanted to focus on my writing. It's mainly poems and it's difficult to share with the public although I have no problem sharing it amongst friends. It's intimate, the words are little pieces of my emotions that I seem to keep bottled up and never share with those until I must. I want to break out of this prison and let it out publicly.
With regards to my poetry some I think are good, others are ok and I usually only love one or two lines from it because of the imagery or they just sound nice.
Moving away from poetry and into real life. I have words that need to be said. I am torn between my head and heart and do not know which I should put on the paper. During times when my emotions are running high the heart writes but all the times the unreasonably unoptimistic brain grabs hold it produces a paragraph of a few sentences. Then I continue to rattle on explaining myself and/or speaking of the future hopeless possibilities. I've produced lots of rough drafts of this letter.
So that is what I've been thinking.
I've wanted to focus on my writing. It's mainly poems and it's difficult to share with the public although I have no problem sharing it amongst friends. It's intimate, the words are little pieces of my emotions that I seem to keep bottled up and never share with those until I must. I want to break out of this prison and let it out publicly.
With regards to my poetry some I think are good, others are ok and I usually only love one or two lines from it because of the imagery or they just sound nice.
Moving away from poetry and into real life. I have words that need to be said. I am torn between my head and heart and do not know which I should put on the paper. During times when my emotions are running high the heart writes but all the times the unreasonably unoptimistic brain grabs hold it produces a paragraph of a few sentences. Then I continue to rattle on explaining myself and/or speaking of the future hopeless possibilities. I've produced lots of rough drafts of this letter.
So that is what I've been thinking.